Sometimes...

Sometimes I get impatient because I want what I want when I want it and God has to slow me down and tell me that what he has for me is worth waiting for.

Sometimes I get the urge to do something and I make myself sleep on it and usually I'm glad that I waited because I would have regretted it the next day.

Sometimes I feel this big *squeezing fingers tightly together* and sometimes I feel as big as this *holding arms straight out to my sides*.

Sometimes I really want to call or email a person or persons and I have to refrain because I know it is not in my best interest.

Sometimes I have to delete comments because I feel they will be misconstrued.

Sometimes I want to scream and cry but instead I take a deep breath and try to smile.

Just because I do not tell you I love you all of the time does not mean that I have stopped.

Just because I do not call you or write you all of the time does not mean that I do not think about you and your well being.

When I am overwhelmed with a situation I take it to God and then I feel so much better about it.

When I am angry at or upset with somebody I intercede for them and I make myself pray wonderful things for them and then the most magical thing happens. I find myself really meaning what I am praying and all animosity and anger leaves and I feel peace in its place.

Sometimes growing is awesome and sometimes it is painful.

Sometimes I am very afraid of getting close to people, but then I realize for every bad experience I have had one thousand good ones.

Sometimes I sit, just sit, and think about my life. Sometimes this makes me happy and sometimes this makes me sad.

I always want to be happy. I do not want to hurt people. I do not want to discourage people. I want to be a light for those around me - a good friend and kind, loving, unselfish person.